I’ve rewritten the About Me page at least six times during the span of this blog. All with the nefarious plot to hide a gigantic portion of myself.

I am weak. I am vulnerable.

I have a severe mental illness that I cannot control.

On any given day, I may hear voices or see things that are not there.

I am anointed. I am strong.

I have been endowed with the Holy Spirit.

At any given moment, I fight demonic spirits in the spirit realm.

It is easy for me to show up as a warrior just not so much as a wonder.

But I am a wonder.

It’s a wonder how God can use someone who cannot hold down a full-time job due to her mental illness mightily in His Kingdom.

I surrender now.

No longer will I arm wrestle with God’s power and hide behind my strengths.

“Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

The Holy Bible: English Standard Version (Wheaton, IL: Crossway Bibles, 2016), 2 Co 12:8–9.

The raw authenticity that the Holy Spirit requires is for me to destroy the illusion, so there’s no confusion about where the glory lies. It is with God.

The nature of this blog is changing as I have changed. I am linking this blog to a podcast.

The podcast is about, “The intersectionality between mental illness and the move of the Holy Spirit through the earth with the gospel of Jesus Christ.” The name of the podcast is “My God of Wonders.”

Pray for me.